i know it has been awhile since my last blog but i have just been enjoying my drama free, pool filled summer with my family and friends. since my last blog i got a no contact order against the idiots that were causing me troubles by request of the elem school principal so he would have reason to ban them from the school property. and since i did that i have not seen them or heard a word from them and it has been glorious!!! dont get me wrong a no contact order is something i would have never done on my own, i am def a whip their ass and move on kinda girl but i did it and its done and it has obviously works so i guess its a win win... now onto much less depressing matters.
With school letting out for me and my daughter, me being laid off work for the summer and my sister also being out of work this summer we have been taking advantage of every single day... we got a summer pass for all of us to the city pool and we have been burning it up, at least 3-4 days a week we have been there, getting our tans on, swimming it up and having a blast us and the kids and it has been amazing. there is no one in this world that i am more close to than my sister, she is literally my very best friend. if we arent swimming, we are cooking out or just hanging out nearly every single day. this is the best summer by far.
My bestest chunky dunker has decided to move back home to me, which means back to the same county as i am in and i couldnt be more excited, i have missed her terribly. I have been able to see her or talk to her as much as usual and now i am hoping that will change. Not only is my chunky dunker back but i have made so many new awesome friends in the past year and i love hanging out with all of them. its awesome to have such wonderful people in my life. something i have been missing for a long long time.
With all the wonderful festivities going on come the end of the summer i have been busy busy...My baby sister is having her first baby come august, a baby girl, and im so excited. My sister heather is finally marrying her man of 10 years come september and we have been doing all kinds of things for it to help make it perfect for her, she really deserves it. and then my step sister is also having a baby, another baby boy come october so yeah busy busy busy...but its so amazing and im so excited. but i cant lie it is making me want another baby really bad but hey thats nothing new.
I just recently reconnected with someone i hadnt spoken with in a long time. hoping that this is going to be a good step instead of a bad one, that we will be someday be able to talk about all the problems that we both had that ended our friendship to begin with and i hope that we will be able to be good friends onces again but its going to be a very slow process, one that i am fully willing to give my all in, and take it one step at a time. i just hope from the other end the feelings are the same.
I have been trying not to deal with the fact that my baby boy is no longer a baby, and even though i am cherishing every single moment with him this summer, come the end of the summer he will be heading off to preschool and i know i am going to loose it. there will be no more sweet baby home with me during the day. and even though i will also be going back to school for my 4th semester its still gonna be hard knowing he isnt at home with me and that he is no longer my sweet baby boy. its sad for me and im not ready for this moment. oh well growing up is a part of life.
i know i have jumped around in this blog but i had so many things going on that i wanted to share. so until next time yall, and hopefully it wont be as long until my next one and i wont have so much going on that i have to jump around like in this one.
