Saturday, December 8, 2012

i freakin mean really

im gonna be nothing but a fucking bitch in the blog, if you ever had a question about the way i feel about you or other things well it will be a question no longer after this blog. i will start with my brother in law whom is nothing but a control freak, asshole, arrogant, know it all. He has done nothing but controlled my sister the entire time they have been together, its his way or no way and she is not allowed to do anything or go anywhere or have any one over unless she asks his permission. My sister has gone from a half way independent person to being completely dependent on her husband because he pays all the bills and she has been spoiled to the kind of lifestyle he has given her. She is able to live in a brand new home that he had built and he pays for and his name is the only one on it even though they are married, she drives a brand new vehicle which is the only thing she has to pay for, they take 2 or more vacations a year that is paid for by his parents who also pays some of his other bills. they are both complete spoiled brats and because of these things they think they are better than everyone else especial my side of the family because we can do all those things. His family is gold, literally, to them because they are better off financially. my sister is she was not with him wouldnt have a pot to piss in and she know this which is why i think she is perfectly fine with him running everything and her whole life because she is afraid of loosing all these things she has become used too. things got worse when they got married because then he had papers on her and he felt that he had even more reason to control everything. but when they had their daughter shit really hit the fan, his family has been treated obviously better than any of hers when it comes to having a relationship with their daughter (my niece) because they can give her better things not the fact that they can love her anymore because they cant.
so now i am fighting with them because i voiced that i thought alot of things were a bunch of bullshit and they cant handle the fact that im not going to just sit back and let them treat us all like shit, so since we are fighting i have been told that i can see or hold my niece that he doesnt want me to, but he thinks he can play with my kids and stuff, you have done made that shit up. aint gonna happen. but since he said it its the way it is, my sister will not stand up to him for nothing not her daughter, not her friends, not her family, not even herself, he has completely ruined her self esteem, he makes her feel like she cant even take care of her own daughter good enough that he is the only one that can therefore she wont leave the house unless he can drive her and their daughter and she can sit in the backseat with her...pathetic i tell you, she wont even bath her herself or anything, its fucking ridiculous, i am so beyond pissed that i could literally kill him over it. he is such an asshole son of bitch i cant fucking stand him, and i hope he comes and says something to me because he will want to commit suicide before im done with him, he even just made the comment that my mama whines to much about not getting to see her own granddaughter and he doesnt want her invited over anymore and my mother has done nothign but tried to help them and see them and did everything the way they wanted it and has been on their side and they still are treating her like plum dog shit....i swear im venting here for now but i really dont know how much longer im going to be able to go without saying something to them bitches...its taking everything i have not to fucking blow up on them.

ok now onto the same bitch that has been causing me trouble for the last 10 years, i dont know what more she needs to hear, i told her i was done with her, i didnt want to fool with her shit anymore, we were not friends grow up and move on and yet after not speaking for months and not seeing each other in over a year she still flatters herself with thinking that everything i say and do is towards her, honey get over yourself you are not worth a second of my time, sorry you cant be on my level i cant help that, i cant help that you have no life, no true friends, your family cant stand you, and you dont have a pot to piss in...get over it already damn.....so what did she do started running her dick sucker once again about me when she is so fucking stupid, she doesnt even know anything about me.


and then to beat it fucking all my fucker of a father in law must have had a fucking stroke because he thought he would call up at my husbands shop looking for him the other day after being told more than one that we dont want anything to do with at all anymore...dont call, dont come by for sure, nothing at all....but he is such a dumbfuck that he keeps on and on and then when my husband still wont talk to him he cries to his friend and then his friend calls and of course thats when i stepped in and handled it, i fucking mean really im fixing to  move my family away from all of these bitches here in glasgow damn.