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is sitting here just plum exhausted, trying to get all the laundry, dishes, floorsand everything else cleaned up and done before i go to have my gallbladder taken out in the morning. i also have some homework and a couple tests to study for and i feel as if i havent had any sleep. it seems the only way to get some rest is to go in for surgery. And even though im not actually nervous about the surgery itself, i am very uneasy about the recovery process and the fact that jason is gonna be taking care of the kids and the house for a couple days all by himself. This meaning nothing is gonna get done and will all be waiting for me as soon as i can do it myself. and there will be nothing but arguing and stuff going on because jason has no patients when it comes to the kids and the kids tend to test him way more than they do me...so the more i think about the more i realize it will be a rushed recovery process if i want to keep my sanity.

on another note this semester is almost to the end and i am doing great still...i have A's in every class but one and i am very very proud, i have actually really enjoyed this semester and cant wait to get going on the next one, gonna take more classes next time, im confident that it will be good as well. still seriously thinking about changing my major to meteorology. i just know i would love it.

i have been the mood to go out and hang out with friends lately and thanks to my girl Jenn i have been able to get away from the house a few times and hang out with her a bit, i love it and need it at times. i dont have many people to hang out with these days and not usually not hardly anytime to do so either, but its nice to know someone is thinking about you and wants to see and talk to you in between the busy stresses of life...its good to have some relief sometimes...is still so excited about this weekend full of easter fun, hunting eggs, family and friends, and good food...even though ill be moving slow i cant wait to see the kids all excited, they just love hunting eggs and they are gonna be able to a few different times this weekend, also gonna color a bunch of eggs, we all love doing that also. well thought i would write a quick blog since i hadnt in a while so there ya go...have a great day.