getting old

years ago when we first got married and bought our home some of jasons friends thought of it as his bachlor pad instead of our home together. they were over every single day, until all hours of the night and half the time they stayed all night. i didnt feel like it was my home at first because of this, i didnt fully fee comfortable there, and def couldnt go about whatever i wanted to do because someone was always there somewhat in the way. i believe our relationship suffered some because of this and one day when i couldnt take it absolutely no more i told jason he was gonna have to do something about it...and he did and finally when there wasnt always someone there things were much much better for me in my home and for us as a couple...the year we got married actually the month we got married jasons dad decided to build a garage, a big garage one that jason had always wanted where he could do all the car audio work he needed to, filled with tools and supplies and jason dream come true. and then jason was no longer at home with me anymore, he worked the weekend shift at the dollar general warehouse which was friday saturday and sunday and mon through thursday he was at the garage all day long sometimes passed dinner time, there were many weeks that i brely saw him at all and yet again i struggled with it, he never really understood because it was something he was doing so a little side money and of course something that he completely loved to sometimes making me feel like he would rather do that any time than be with me and then me and the kids once they came along. well that particular shop is out of the story now but we have just recently moved to a new house and now he has yet again a garage, a muhc smaller one but still a garage and day and day out there is someone here getting there car worked on, or people hanging around while jason works on his and it may be that i have just been sick for a few days and have not really been in the mood to have other people at my hosue whether they are inside or outside or what but as each day passes and someone is always here and jason is always outside working on someones stuff or in the garage and i sit back and think that he doesnt help me with anything of our own that needs to be done i am getting more and more frustrated. i really dont know how much more i am going to be able to take cause i am very quickly beginning to feel uncomfortable in my own house yet again. cant do what i wanna do when i wanna do it and feeling like i always have to entertain someone. i mention it to him and he doesnt seem to care, and its not that i want him to give up the one thing that he loves (working on cars audio stuff) ut damn does it have to be every single day from the time he wakes up until the time he goes to work and then im in the bed before he gets back home. im just frustrated right now and wondering what i should do about it all.